Relapse

February 12, 2012

Sunday

I thought I was okay. I thought I was going to be able to just be me again. I started the antidepressants over a month ago…and I just upped the dose last Monday.

I thought I was seeing things more clearly.

But I just lost it again…

…I just don’t see the point to life. I don’t enjoy life.

I just keep doing things in it…hoping it will get better.

I don’t understand why I am so hard on myself! Why can’t I just