July 10, 2010
If I could somehow remove myself from my body…I would then be set free.
I mean, if I could somehow ignore the hardship and block out the pain…just ignore it. And think about the amazingness of it all…and appreciate myself and my successes. More so…if I could just believe in myself.
It is so incredibly hard to block out and overcome-mental and physical pain-and all of the confusion and frustration. but when you do…it is a really good feeling.
This struggle is really crazy. It is such a big mountain to keep on climbing…only to fall off again when I get to the top.
But I keep climbing and I get stronger every time.